Thank you all for your support and comments. I am going to continue to try to find others who can be in my support system IRL. I know that it will be difficult but I know I need to get more people who will support me.

I also know that I should know that people here will support me, but it's just been so hard to really just open up and talk to people. I know I have posted some and it was really difficult to do. I just hope I can continue to get to know all of you. Thanks again and I look forward to opening up more here at PC.

Jennifer