I just looked up side effects for abilify and the very first side effect listed on there was anxiety. My mother in law gave me some valium and I have taken 6 of them, I am still angry. I dont know what to do. I dont want to do to the hospital. I need to just take a few sleeping pills and sleep it off or something. Maybe half my abilify until doc gets back in town and just let him know this is not the med for me. They dont want to give me benzos because I am a recovering addict. Before taking the valium that I just took I had been clean for almost 2years. I guess the valium just blew that out of the water but I guess its better than me hurting someone or hurting myself. Its a damn shame though because I was so proud of being clean for so long. Thing is I didnt take them to get high, I took them to calm down. I have an extremely high tolerance and the valium were the smallest dose they make that is why I took six. I took three and that did nothing so an hour later I took three more. Im still fighting with the anger but I wont take anymore because that could possibly lead to a buzz and that could be disasterous for me and my recovery. I feel absolutely no head change from the 6 valium, that tells you how high my tolerance to medication is. Its a natural high tolerance, I get it from my father. He is the exact same way.