I am definately calling tomorrow and asking if there is a doc on call while mine is out on vacation. Certainly they would have one on call for emergencies. I consider this an emergency. I am very unstable at the moment. I have never felt this way before. I am not an angry person, not at all. I mean yeah I can get very angry and blow up for a reason you know if it comes to someone messing with my kids or family, but this anger is out of nowhere for no reason.
Just very strange feelings I am having. I am not myself and I am scared. I am calling first thing in the morning. My T was supposed to call me back Friday before she left her office but she never called, Im considering finding treatment elsewhere this is not the first time they have not called me back over an important matter. Last time it was a week before I got a call back. I just dont know where to start looking.