My son Clint has decided that he is going for the ECT. Sorry not happy about it but as he feels it is the only thing else he can do i have to respect that, don't like it tho feelin a liitle low myself but coping as i have no choice just wanted to let everyone know what is on his mind at this point. If it means the difference of having him in this life or the life after i prefer the life we have now with him in it. So please think all positive thoughts for him and thank you for all your support