((((((((((((((allthegirls))))))))))
You are being so brave. It's super hard when Ts aren't available. My thoughts are with you right now.

Do you still have the tapes she made for you when she went on vacation? Can you guys maybe color some pictures for her or do projects that will help you feel more connected to her or an art project done together to give as a welcome back gift?

Best wishes to your T for her family. I hope all is well with her family and that the time goes quickly for you.