Thanks. I'll try things, but I guess I just need to wait it out, and most importantly, really stop cutting. I cut more today than I ever have in one day before. I feel terrible, and all I can do is lay down because I feel mentally/emotionally terrible and I am in physical pain. I understand how getting to the point where you realize what you've been doing can actually make you feel worse. I threw away almost all of my things and didn't cut all week even though I thought about it every day. I didn't have any reason to do what I did today. I guess I'll start *not* cutting tomorrow. :/