my daughter needs help and I do not know where to turn. She is 21, works, goes to school and coaches a high school team. In April, she totaled her car, hit a telephone pole at 45 mph. She blacked out at the wheel, the doctors told her she had epilepsy. All tests were negative, but they still put her on meds. She is still having siezures. Since her accident, the partying increased 100 times, and she just does not care. She only speaks to me to let me know how much life sucks and that she wishes she died in the accident. Other than that she avoids me and laughs at me when I worry about her. I do not sleep until she is home, which has gone up to three days. I know that I am a rotten mother, but she is so alone right now and needs help. Any ideas of what I can do for her? I really do not want to lose my daughter. My kids are all that really matter to me