Hi!,
First of all where do you live? You should check on rate the Therapist for a doctor that can help! There are online grouos. Yes they can in fact that is me right here. I say it is a gift and if it was not for all those specialists I would have never believed about my illness or anything like that or been this far! try this ite, it might help you too!
http://www.schizophrenia.ca/reaching...timelarge.html