I been so many times. I don't have insurance anymore. I can't afford it. I got on this site, so I could talk...like therapy.. And let loose, because everyone on here seemed so accepting. Like I said I can't afford it, otherwise I would call.

I really thank you for your post and i will keep everyone updated. I would never lil myself or harm myself with the intentions of ending my life... So nobody worry about that... I'm a great guy, I would never dream of putting my family and friends through such hell. For a selfish action. I'll never be normal. I just want to find peace.