I have some sort of mass in my ovary or my uterine wall or both. They don't know what it is yet. I am waiting for the results from an MRI. I am scared I have cancer. They want to check my cervix cells for cancer as well. And I am coming down hard from a mania. And my mother needs some more major heart surgery and I need to be able to take care of her. I am scared, depressed, hopeless. And did I mention scared? I am not sure why I wrote this other than to get it out there and off my chest. Thanks to all who read it.