Hi All,
Well I must say I had a very bad night last night!!!
I totally broke down, I hated myself & my life so much that I stood in my kitchen with a sharp knife in my hand for quite some time, picturing myself doing some serious harm to myself.... I got so worked up that when I finally realised what was happening, I was cuddled up in the corner of a room, rocking back & forth!!!
I am battling some issues that have been hanging around for some time now..... I've been trying to LOVE MYSELF, as I look in the mirror & HATE what I see!!!
But I am still here & plan to be here for a long time yet!!