Thankyou for the help offered. I unfortunately didn't speak up and ate foods that made me feel so very sick. I need prayers and encouragement. The reason is that I am just recently venturing outside a little bit more, trying to get out more and I really did not know how to do it. I gotta talk and respect myself and the way I am and accept the reality that I am living in, this is the body that I was given, which dosen't get along with MANY MANY foods that NORMAL people JUST eat, but I can't (I feel deathly ill, EVERY single time,....) Darn it I am so depressed. I started a new relationshp with a nice guy and keep eating things that I have allergies to. He likes food that makes me real sick. Gee the only food that I can eat is fruit, nuts, vegetables, and some fish and meats. It is a very boring diet and I need to socialize, but it can't be this way. People out there don't see it as my recovery (accepting the food allergies and avoiding sickening foods[for real-makes me toxic] oh man I feel shi...y thankyou all. I appreciate your prayers and want to be supportive of you guys too. I eat all the healthy stuff, (tastes mostly like crap) But ask me, I also have some great wheat free recipies, and some cool tasting regular recipies that really digest easily. I usuallly eat food that digests real easy. (I am limited-LITERALLY) MAN