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Old Oct 15, 2012, 08:23 AM
Anonymous32896
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I understand the rage that you have been feeling. That is how I am when I am not on psych meds! Also, hypo just increases that rage for me. I know that makes me sound like a mean person, but I'm really not. I do know that if you kept on feeling that way, you would eventually start to protect the people around you by turning your rage inward instead of outward, and you would eventually develop a lot of self hate due to it. Once the self hate starts, it would trigger things like cutting and depression, but not typical depression. No... it would be really active cuz everything inside comes out during those phases and I call it active depression.

You are doing the right thing by taking care of this now and not ignoring it! Go you! lol.... it's really more important that you might think to get this under control and I admire the fact that you responded so quickly and intelligently about it. I know I let my rage go unchecked for many, many years.
Thanks for this!
moremi