Thanks Dan, I just cant stand even being mad at anyone. So being down right angry for no reason just really bothered me. I am not a mean person either so wanting to hurt or break something, anything, punching things, burning myself is just out of the question. I didnt know what to do with myself. I was actually scared of myself. I was crying because I just didnt know what I was going to do next. I just thank God for my friends here on PC because I just dont know what I would do without you guys. You seem to be much more reliable than my psychiatric team. Guess I am going back on the med rollercoaster again because this combo just isnt for me. Anger is out of the question. Im about to try to wean off my meds slowly, back to just my AD, I miss my hypo days. I havent had a good hypo in a few months because of this damn treatment keeping me down. Im not used to this. I just gotta keep on keeping on and hope and pray for the best. I keep coming here because all of my friends here keep me going, I swear you do. I honestly dont know what I would have done if I wouldnt have found this forum. Thank you all so much!!!!