I have just experienced my first asshole mania. I have to say I hate it and I feel for you. Its just awful. I usually get just hypo and then come back down. Sometimes I get hypo where I am really happy and full of energy and creative, then get manic but my manic is usually just some pretty off the wall delusions and sometimes I see things that arent really there so I guess you call that psychosis. But this last mania was just pure anger wanted to beat the living hell out of anything and everything and I am not a mean person at all, I am actually one of the nicest people you would ever come across. I will give anyone anything and do anything for anyone. I just dont know what really got into me. It was a very scarry feeling. Maybe your meds need to be adjusted. I am adjusting my own until my doc comes back from vac because I cant have that happening to me.
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Crystal
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Bipolar 1
OCD
BPD
Anxiety with panic disorder
Agorophobia
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