hey wepow, I'm not quite sure exact ally the trigger was. you ever feel like you are on auto drive to just be able to deal and get through the things that you need to, then when it is all said and done and you made it through,you look back and get hit head on by the freight train that had been following you at breakneck speed the whole way and you didn't notice it until it plowed right in to you. that is kind of how it has felt for me the last couple days. i think it started with having a really bad night of nightmares and i just started crashing full speed .but i think i am heading back up today i am feeling better.