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Originally Posted by granite1
you ever feel like you are on auto drive to just be able to deal and get through the things that you need to, then when it is all said and done and you made it through,you look back and get hit head on by the freight train that had been following you at breakneck speed the whole way and you didn't notice it until it plowed right in to you.
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That's a really good way of saying it. That thing that I used to feel, when I felt the past chasing after me.
I think that to have that awareness that you have, to get to the place where you can see the progression of it, and to come out the other side, is a Very Big Deal. It will not be long before you can dodge out of the way of that train, and then you will be able to divert it out of your path altogether.
I'm glad you're feeling better.