Right now I'm trying to avoid my T. I just met with my Pdoc and he keeps getting things wrong. I know I only see he 1-2 times a month but, he keeps getting the meds wrong. Finally got that straitened away. He up my anxiety med which has been helping my sleep but know all I keep thinking about it taking it all. I know i'm not supposed to say things like this but I can't help it. I feel so alone and I miss my mother. I'm a grown women who has absolutly nothing! My Aunt keeps trying to make contact, and i don't push her away but i can't trust her either. I sat down with her and all her kids when my mother got sick and told them that i needed their help. They said that they would be there...and I got nothing. When they needed something or someone I was always there for them. I've never been more disapointed in all my life in people who i put so much trust into.