hi guys,
I'm 24 and I'm a little depressed... I have numerous problems that bug me and I'd like to have somebody to discuss them with. I would go to a therapist but I do not have the money and once I went for months and it didn't help me at all. the therapist even said once: why are you here? as if i didn't need him.. well.. i need somebody to help me!! I'll start with a random problem and we'll see how it goes.. my first problem is that i can't forget my past. I've been humiliated and made fun of so many times and i still remember them. It happened from grade school to high school then it stopped cause i started to use sarcasm to defend myself and to react, before i just cried. but outside i seemed stronger, inside I'm still terrified and scarred. i know normal people forget, but i can't.. everyday i feel bad for what they did to me, continuously. can you tell me what you think and what you think i could do? cause I've been trying to let it go but i can't...