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Originally Posted by bluemountains
**Trigger Warning-sui. mentioned**
I am just back from seeing my t and my pdoc calls me every few days. For some reason, both believe I am having suicide ideation (is that the right word?)
Yes, I am depressed, yes, I have a lot of stress with the new job, yes, my mind goes there sometimes, yes, I am feeling pretty hopeless and helpless these days.
But I don't think I am on the brink of sui. It must be something I am saying to both that makes them believe this. I have been there before, and I am not in the mind frame to go there again.
I don't get all of this, but I am just about to say, screw it, and stop the meds, the visits, and the phone calls. I don't believe I am going to harm myself with or without them.
Bluemountains  |
Hello bluemountains,
Wheter you are suicidal or not, your pdoc do well by asking you that because he surely cares about you.
You new jobs brings you some stress and you feel depressed, so it is more in a preventive way I think. If you like your job, it is a good start to feel better.
I wish you will not stop the meds and all that, because it would not be helpful for you, try just to trust your pdoc by taking meds and continue to do your job if you like it and then it will maybe help you.
Anyways, I wish you the best!
