I told them that my mother in law gave me the smallest dose of valium that they make and that it did work. It did calm me down with out f*cking me up so to speak. They are so worried that i am going to start with addiction again. Anyways I am so tired of that label following me. I am not so sure it was even an accurate label to begin with. I went into a mental/rehab center for suicide attempt and left there labeled an addict because i overdosed on xanax and lortab. Did i ever mis use them yes at times I did. Did i ever go out and buy drugs that were not prescribed to me no i didnt. I had my own prescriptions and that was it. I am so pissed off that this place labeled me an addict and now i can not have medicstion that i need because of it.