Hi nightdream,

You wrote : "I also know there is nothing nobody can do for me. Its just the way I am. I dont want to be part of this world".

Well my opinion is that there are plenty of help, yes, but maybe you should ask professional and medical advice here, which I can't do.

But I will tell you this, that I know how you can feel, and that no man is an island, wherever it can be and whatever the competition may be.

There is always a place to feel safe, just hang on if it's the only thing you can do for now.

No Man is an Island.

Sincerely,

Starbuck


Born in 1963 of French mom and Canadian dad. Studied and worked (Majors in History, Theology. M.A. in Sociology).