Holy! I can totally relate to this. I lost my job of 4 years in May due to errors in production (had so much on my mind i couldnt concentrate).....which really sent a blow to anything positive i was holding onto.
In july i got another job but the newness of it all was so overwhelming i literally couldn't contain myself and cried every day at work. Eventually i ended up calling out a lot because i couldnt face myself and ended up getting fired. Ive left my house a total of 4 times since the beginning of september and am back on unemployment. I hate it. I keep trying to will myself back into life but its a real *****....and i wish i had someone close to me that completely understood.
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it matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley
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