I hear what you are saying. I feel the exact same way. I dont know who I am anymore. I am no longer the person I used to be before all the meds and the bp came along. I am a complete different me. I dont like me much anymore. Not only do I look completely different, everything about me is different down to the fact that I am as of a couple of days ago now an angry person. Who the **** am I????? I hope soon we can both find ourselves again. I am thinking about going off the meds again. Just a bit slower this time. Idk if thats a good idea either.