I often feel like my life is of no value, and I was just put here as a burden to others, and for others to use me, and for me to suffer, There is no end to my problems, and if in a few years they are not better, and I don't have a job or license or more friends, i will just end it all. Why keep trying for things or happiness that will never come? Why try when I could simply end it? The unhappiness will never end... I simply cannot cope..Even after being in sheppard pratt...

I just don't know what to do any more....