I think I am pretty much depressed now. All day my thoughts have been generally negative, upsetting, paranoid, and lets just say hateful. I have almost had tears in my eyes multiple times, even during the school day. I have had multiple times when I would get so upset that I would feel like sick, and this has been happening all day. And at times I would become hypomanic for a little bit, and would start saying random things in funny voices, would laugh, mess with people, and at one point I got irritated, wanting to scream at my one friend, almost hitting her, to the point where I started to move hand out towards her to hit her, but stopped before I did. And during that time I also told her that I really wanted to scream at her, and started making her get freaked out by staring at her, and I just started laughing from it. On the bus I was hypomanic, but when I got home I was pretty much depressed since that time. I even had tears in my eyes while writing half of this, so I think I am pretty much depressed, but just swing to hypomanic unexpectedly sometimes. Please comment if you think you feel you might have an idea of what phase I am in, or if you are going through the same thing.