Hello, my screen name is "rapid". I was diagnosed with bi polar a few years ago when I was in rehab. I have been on several different medications, therapy group etc. A couple of years ago I stopped taking medication and tried acupuncture. It was awesome but as usual as I got better, I stopped. Every relationship I have had I have destroyed. I am currently destroying my present one and I am really having a hard time. The feeling of everything spiraling and being abandoned and not being heard or having how I feel considered. Now i'm rambling, sorry. I look forward to interacting and maybe finding some sort of peace here