Awful Apav sorry I didn't reply to your pm last night! I'm sorry you're feeling so awful sweetie you don't deserve to! And hey, none of this talk about being undeserving of a true friend! We're all your friends and are here for you!! i understand what it feels like to feel like one big disappointment to your parents, i do, but ultimately they are your parents, therefore they will be proud of you and love you unconditionally nomatter what, becase we are all human and nobody is perfect. I beg just dont do what i did and drop out of college and end up doing a job that is nothing like you dreamed, i regret it and wouldnt want you to.
Just remeber im here for you, big hugs xxx