When I saw you had a thread, I literally shouted out, "Yea!!! dubblemonkey!!!"
Special in the other sense is fine with me -- we'll just call it "mentally interesting".
Sorry to hear that you are feeling beyond crying (alas, I know it well, and call it that). I hope that we on the forums can at least break that up for you with a smile, giggle or warm feeling. Are you subscribed to the thread "something that made me laugh today?"

The red panda (think that's what it is) one on this page cracked me up good:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...171249&page=66
Also discovered when I downloaded it onto my own computer, it could be brought up as a "preview", which allowed me to make him dance and go backwards and stuff. Watched it over and over and over, giggling all the while.

Really really great to see you again!!!!