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Originally Posted by tigergirl
hi ... that's a lot going on for you right now  in the time with your T have they ever given you a diagnosis or have you asked them about your fears of schizophrenia?
like cantexplain said we can't diagnose; and just as well or there could be a lot of scary incorrect diagnoses flying around the place; but your T should hopefully be able to help you with this |
I never mentioned the schizophrenia. i did suggest BPD to him and he never answered. He says I have alot to talk about...but when he brings any of it up I retreat and say I am fine. I am definately scared, anxious, fearful, paranoid, on high alert, confused, etc... Sometimes I just want to give up. I did say I like the feelings I get sometimes even though they trouble me. It can be a natural high that gives me fodder for my writings. I guess I can be my own muse....its like taking a trip without the drugs.