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Originally Posted by button30
NO you are not Schizo Keepingalice! 
Your therapist is doing his job and very well by the sound of it. Did it help to write out everything that is in your head? Maybe you could do this instead of writing to T all the time. But if you were bothering him he would have stopped all email privilages after a while- not five years later.
If you were wearing him out it is his job to keep the proper boundaries in place so he won't burn out.
Sometimes our feelings just seem to much and we need to reach out to someone just to be heard or for clarification- there is nothing wrong with this or you. |
I want to think there is nothing wrong but if that was the case what am I doing here? Thanks for making me feel better though. He does do a good job of keeping boundaries. I hate that he wants to listen to me. No one has ever cared about me as much as he has. I always wonder just how far I can push him, but I am afraid to lose him so I always play fair with him. I did push him once, well it wasn't me, but rachael, and he liked talking to her, what guy wouldn't, but when I called him on it, he said he couldn't talk to me anymore and I was furious. After a few months, somehow I was able to interact with him again and lately he keeps asking to talk to rachael and I flat out say no. I am the one who needs help, not her. Okay, so maybe I am going off the deep end, but who wouldn't after what I have been through. Just trying to make sense of the tangled mess in my head.