OMG I just got off phone with school nurse. We don't know what to make out of things. Near with me as I try and explain. For a few years she had been taking celexa on and off for depression. She is 14. She was pretty good. Socializing again. No crying. Now she has a grandiose problem. She's better than everyone else and DON'T talk to her. Supposedly nobody understands her. Wakes me everyday saying she's sick. Goes to nurse saying she's sick. She's really not sick. It's been going on for years. She had unexplained pain in abdomen. Every doctor couldn't find anything from pediatrician to gynecologist. Went to hospital. Sat 6 hours, had a catscan and came up as nothing. She loved every second being in the hospital. Loved being like a princess as she said. Very happy. Never saw her so happy. Suddenly that pain ends and headaches start. Change her celexa to abilify. She only started yesterday in abilify. Today she's at nurse and having heat flashes. Talked to nurse about how she loves to "be sick". Nurse said she was going to have my daughter see psychologist at school. She hands phone back to my daughter and she hung up on me. Mind you, I spend tons if time with get because I want her to know she's loved. I do lunch, go shopping, see movies, etc. people comment all the time that I spend such good time with my daughter. She never wants to leave her room. Her room looks like a hoarding gross scene. She never wants to be with friends. She said she had no time for those "peasants". It's like WHAT??? When she's not in the meds she cries and can't stop or if she does, we aren't allowed to talk to her. Like we are all afraid if her. She's so nasty. Not typical teenage nasty either when she comes home from school today, I'm gonna be a wreck. She's going to lash out. I know it. Bracing myself. Where do I get control in this? I want to cry but have to suck it up and go back to work. I'm in lunch break.