Hi, all.

I have been cross dressing most of my life, actually since as long as I can remember. Maybe 10/11 when I first wore my mothers underwear. Since then I have worn women's clothes off and on, thinking it would go away. Now all I want to do is wear women's clothes, I have not interest in even looking at men's clothes any more, and at times I wish I was female. I have tried female OTC hormones, tried breast creams and of course found out that stuff does not work. I keep my legs shaved, my toe nails painted and wear night gowns to bed. In fact if I'm not wearing a night gown I have problems relaxing to fall asleep. All this is driving my wife crazy as I begin to find myself. Many times in the past I tried to stop, would purge my wardrobe and not wear anything, then the urges would come back, usually worse that before. I now dress completely every day while my wife is at work, she knows but does not accept it and will not support me, so I have to find a support group to help me work out me gender identity issue.