I can certainly relate Splitimage, you're not alone. We're all human and I'm learning remaining sober is not an easy task at times. I'm going to be sober for 7months on the 19th and this month has been a bit diffcult for me. Not everyday just moments. Example; My mother-inlaw was having a glass of wine in front of me the other day and the smell brought back so much. My mind went in over drive in a matter of seconds. So like Leed said I had to take it minute by minute. Thankfully I snapped out of it as fast as it happened. This diease really is insane and sneaks up on us when we least expect it. Wine was never even a favorite drink of mine, my illness would consider that my "safe drink". Just SICK! lol.

Anyway If you ever wanna PM me feel free too. It's nice to have support not only in person but on the online world as well. Just keep it simple and take it easy