Awww Thanks everyone
I have been trying so hard to find out if there was a trigger or not that has sent this depression seemingly slammed me out of nowhere.
My husband hasn't said a lot to me, ( think I'm throwing off the stay away from me vibe) he asked me yesterday if I was ok , I said nope . He gave me a hug.
My Fibro pain is ridiculous .. Some days I can get my pain down a little bit .. today NO .. we have a weather system coming thru tomorrow so that always ups my pain level.
I just feel like a big fat useless burden
I see my T tomorrow maybe he can help me look at my situation from a different perspective.
Thanks guys

I am so grateful I have a place to come to where people actually give a damn.