Yes that is correct .. I am sinking into a lousy all consuming depression from hell. I have been fighting it tooth and nail for a couple months now.

I now lay in bed more hours than I want to admit daily. I have no desire to engage in this so called life. It's all to exhausting to even consider.

Every noise makes me want to scream SHUT UP ! My damn hallucinations are getting worse. All I want to do is stay in bed and away from any noise and try to somehow stop my non stop racing mind.

There is my "I'm freaking depressed rant"