It dosen't matter where I go, the problem is that it will end up in my health records, which despite HIPA, my ex manages to get a copy of at least once a year or so. AND even if he doesn't get a copy my insurance premiums will go up. I was raped in 2008 and saw a counselor. Within a month my insurance premiums doubled and I was told that I would have to be "mental health free" for 5 years before my rates would go down again.