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Old Aug 17, 2006, 05:53 AM
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Flinty said:
Hi All,
Well I must say I had a very bad night last night!!!
I totally broke down, I hated myself & my life so much that I stood in my kitchen with a sharp knife in my hand for quite some time, picturing myself doing some serious harm to myself.... I got so worked up that when I finally realised what was happening, I was cuddled up in the corner of a room, rocking back & forth!!!
I am battling some issues that have been hanging around for some time now..... I've been trying to LOVE MYSELF, as I look in the mirror & HATE what I see!!!
But I am still here & plan to be here for a long time yet!!

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thats what u r 4 puttin down that knife

I just want 2 say that i now how ur feelin i have thought about taking my own life so many times but i just cant do it I could never leave my husband & kids on there own my husband would fall 2 bits if i wasnt around with him as he says that i am his whole life i hope that u have some 1 in ur life that feels like that about u

i now how u feel about looking in the mirror & hating what u c as im goin through the same thing myself atm i think im fat & every1 thinks that im 2 skinny

T.C Flinty
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