<font color="red"> </font> Hi heartspace

my sister so im told all the time jelouse of me when i was little she was fat & ginger & was skinny & blonde. we never got on (still dont) I think she sort of knew what she was doin as shes 2 yrs older than me she carried it on till i was about 12 then i took matters in 2 my own hands as mum wouldnt help me as my sister has got older she has just kept puttin on weight she must b about 18-20 st now were as im 8st 5lb but because we look so much alike i feel like im look as big as her but i have only 1 friend IRL who nows how i feel as shes feels the same way about her self but shes not as bad <font color="red"> </font>