You might want to look around the web for groups and forums about dissociation, and having a look at them. read them.
then you'll see. There are lots and lots of people out there having experieces very close to what you are going through. you may be different, but not that different. and you are definately not alone.
finding out that I wasn't alone was a huge relief for me.
go look. see for your self.

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