At this point I don't know what to do or where to turn anymore. I am married and I do love my husband very much it just seems like we are not really doing kike we used to anymore. Our finances have been down the drain for the past year actually. I can not help but try to help people so we have had "friends" move in with us several time only to be screwed over every time. I can not really been happy. I just want things to get better in life. The part that really confuses me is that I don not even want anything fancy yet no matter what I try I can not get out of this ever sinking hole I am in and I know I am not going crazy but everyone at work don't like me because we are so different. I do not know what to do at this point.