I want to "SCREAM"

but I can't.... I feel as though I need to say %#@*!! and &*^%#@ and $%#%^ and &@#$%@ (but) it is not in me..... I feel as though it is wrong to cuss and yet some thing from within me - inside needs to / wants to let it all out.... what ever IT is????


Confused and Angry,
Rhapsody -