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Originally Posted by LouR
So true Amandalouise.
I think I understand what you are saying about how it helped me way back when I was a child and now I'm realising that what worked then actually does not work now that I'm an adult.
I'm in the process of EMDR and working through the traumas, and it is after EMDR that I've gained a bit of insight and self actualisation. So far I've had my eight year old personality integrate with the help of my protector and my mothering personality.
The borderline personality tried to interfere but my protector blocked her from verbally abusing our T.
I was present through it all however I couldn't voice my opinion at the time. I don't believe I have co conciousness though.
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I have co consciousness with many in my system. But there are times when all I can do is watch. I see what they are doing and voice my objection but it appears like they can't hear me. They do what they want. Afterward I don't always remember the event in its entirety, but if my t mentions something I said, someone in my system will go and get the info for me. Than I plug it into the stuff I do remember. Usually I will than start recalling the entire event. But it always feels like it happened a long time ago. Not like at the last session. I am not sure what that is that I experience or if others people with DID experience the same thing.