TRIGGER ALERT

Altinak, if you're weird then we are all weird together. Sometimes I cry and other times not, the times that I don't, I feel bad that I don't cry or show the emotion, like I'm broken and ashamed of it. I remember one time that I was hospitalized and I was put into an isolation room, I started kicking at the windows trying to break them out and when I got so exhausted I just broke down sobbing from the depths of my soul (it felt great), but when they opened up the door to bring in the stretcher to strap me down all emotions switched off.