Oh, I know what you mean about looking back at the pictures...I do that too. I think I am going to have to stop doing that, though, and yet, part of me knows I wont. It feels like a never-ending battle sometimes. The arguing that goes on in my (yours too?) head, contradicting oneself, it's enough to drive anyone mad. (guess that's why we post here, huh, lol ) Anyway, I hope that you find an answer...