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Originally Posted by gon3withth3wend
I think my parents are going to let me go back next month, as long as I finish the quarter well at school.
Does it make sense that I know I should probably get help, and that I sometimes want it, but I really just wish I could control everything by myself? I don't understand why I can't seem to feel any better just over time by myself. I shouldn't need to make my parents pay money for me to maybe feel better, or to just lie to my therapist.
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I hope your parents let you go back.
It totally makes sense to me about your last paragraph. I think too, that because you have been told/asked why can't you control your emotions...it may be sinking in and you think that you should be in control. Problem is, (at least for me) is that the more you try to control them, the more out of control they get. Anyway, I hope that things somehow work out for you, and I hope my reply is okay.
Please keep us updated, I am thinking of you.