Wow, Thanks I certainly expect your kindness and support in this way
I think I need to feel needed and accepted if that makes sense? I care so much about a lot of people here even though I don't know you all in RL, I do care, I know I have my troubles and I know a lot of you do too, I guess what some of you say makes perfect sense to me it is other peoples choices to accept me
Anyway I am who I am, I can't change that