>>Are there ways to help these feelings before its too late??

I have been there before, km65, wanting help before it was too late...because I knew what was going to happen. It kinda struck a chord. Well, stop at NOTHING to get yourself some help!!! I know you will probably not believe it right now, but your life is VERY IMPORTANT and people WILL miss you! Please get yourself help. Find a counsellor and talk to them they should be able to start to get you help, or visit your doctor.

All hope is not lost, you know!

- silver_queen

RIP Dexter...

<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>