I'm fighting the depression too. Seems like I'm able to get to work every other day, hopefully next week will be better. Today is a "can't get out of bed day". Did a few hours work remotely, but now I'm on klonopin to deal. Telling myself I give myself today to rest and wallow, and tomorrow I must make it to work. My youngest is off to science camp for 2 nights, I need this rest. But I keep crying missing him, it's only 2 nights wtf, lol. Hang in there Dan, find your happiness, you deserve it and you glow when you're on it. I'm sure we bp'ers heal the world with our glows when we're happy.