"Don't want to talk about it" always starts an argument that results in us not taking rest of the night. In his opinion if it involves the bipolar it must be discussed to an exhausting point. I would rather spend four days in the hospital than have one of those discussions with him. If he questions me maybe I'll just say I need to see my psych and that I'm making an appointment. Days like this I'm quite convinced bipolar is proof there is a hell.